as ever



I didn't think it was love,
I told myself it wasn't love.
I deceived myself,
but my heart kept calling your name
I take one step towards you,
push you one step away.
Each time,
you grow in my heart
must be loving you this much,
must be waiting for you this much.
Even though it hurts so much,
my heart can't seem to let you go.
I think there must be just one love,
I don't think my heart will change the love
that I've kept only for you,
Now finally I can tell you,
Your warm eyes,
Your warm love
flying away farther,
but you are still growing up in my heart.